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In my weakness you are strong In my strength you are stronger In my sadness you are my joy In my questions you are the answer Confusion was my name when I was perplexed Fear was my shield when I'm weak I was alone and pretending to be happy Trying to hide all the frailty Trying to look strong Strong by being alone Alone and there'd be nothing I need In the depth of my sorrow you lifted me up with joy In the question of confusion you answered me by showing yourself to me In my mask of deception you unmasked me with your truth Truth that says I'm weak Truth that says you're strong Truth that revealed the reality that I need you

I'm sitting here Lonely and tired Tired of being alone Hurt in every way Bruised in every vein Submerged into deep waters Waters of depression and sadness I don't know what to do Till you came and gave rescue I don't know that you were there Watching me Calling me Holding my hands How insensitive I can be Now I can say loneliness and sadness Became my friend Because of them How can my insensitivity be given an end? How can my eyes be opened? My tears be dried My self be refreshed It was a long time I admire you stood there for a long time Despite my neglect Despite my arrogance Despite my pride It was still you waiti

I see a wave crashing down on me Would it be fine if I let myself drown in the sea of time? It's so nice to see the sunset don't you think? Colors reflecting on the water The sky is red and so is the blood in my veins, in your veins like the color of fire when it burns I see a moment stretching into infinity Would it be alright if I hold on to your hand through all the dark times? I am but a little castle made of sand Slowly destroyed by the water The sea is blue and so are your eyes Do you know how it feels to be trapped in those eyes of yours? I see a wave crashing down on us I never thought you would go this far T

Seeing the horizon makes me cry. It makes me feel infinite cos it's somewhat like looking down on Earth and then off into the rest of the universe. Or because I feel that the world, life, and everything in between is not overwhelming at all... Look it's the horizon and I can see the edge of the world. Only there is no edge. At the same time, there's this sinking feeling I get from realizing that it's not overwhelming at all... Oh look it's the horizon, the world doesn't stretch on and on after all. I'm just a speck, an invisible dot if you look at this sphere from outerspace but suddenly I feel claustrophobic, like the world is too small, t